Y

He is just an ordinary boy, but he has an extraordinary heart. He is mine. :)

This is the worst feeling I've ever had. seriously. I hate this feeling.

SUPER GALAU

"Appreciate what you HAVE before it become what you HAD"

Sumpah demi apapun kata-kata itu bikin galaaaaaau!

:)

Keep on walking, moving forward..
I will never look back, I will never ever go back.

agree with this!

Happy fasting dear Moslems around the world!

Special Day

6days ago was my birthday. Time runs sooooo fast! I couldn't believe I'm 17 years old nowww! yayyyy yayyyy yaayyy! :D :D :D

I thought my birthday was just gonna be a normal birthday without any surprises, but I was surprised by Paidi's BigFam (Dea, Ajeng, Anita, Icut, Bagas,& Tegal). They gave me a birthday cake with a 17 number on it and two birthday presents. I got a picture of me with them and a Cookie Monster's shirt! I was so happyyyyy!

Thankyou guyyyysssssss! 

Thanks to Allah for giving me a life til now.

Thanks to my mom&dad who always give me supports and for loving me caring me protecting me, I love you deh!

Thanks to my cousins who always care with me.

Aaaaand thank you guys for the birthday wishes.

Ucapannya pada lucu2&bikin terharuuuuu :''''')))

you're all i miss...

I MISS YOU

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

This is strange

Its been almost a week, this strange feeling always ruin my day. Don't know what feeling that i've been feeling til now, this second, i'm still feeling it. In my head, there's someone who appears everytime... and i know, its you... you're the reason behind this strange feeling... i've always missed you and i always will...

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore

Winda. Dea. Anita. Icut. Ajeng.

sedang tergila-gila dengan lagunya Armada - pemilik hati =))

Air dan Api

apa mauku apa maumu
selalu saja menjadi
satu masalah yang tak kunjung henti

bukan maksudku bukan maksudmu
untuk selalu
meributkan hal yang itu-itu saja

mengapa kita saling membenci
awalnya kita selalu memberi
apakah mungkin hati yg murni
sudah cukup berarti

ataukah kita belum mencoba
memberi waktu pada logika
jangan seperti selama ini
hidup bagaikan air dan api

Gatau kenapa ya, waktu dengerin lagu ini terakhir kali di radio secara tidak sengaja... rasanya kesentil gimana gitu, pengalaman pribadi? mungkin iya. Rasanya pas banget. Dengan keadaan sekarang. Dan sampai sekarang, setiap dengerin lagu ini...rasanya...ya gitu deh. Sedih. Hehe.

Stickwitu

Songwriters: Golde, Franne; Livingston, Kasia; Palmer, Robert Donald;

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say, hey

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride in our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between

I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

And now
Ain't nothing else I could need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me

I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me
And that's, that's why I say, hey

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

LIFE'S HIGHS...

1. Laughing hysterically

2. Dancing your heart out

3. Star gazing

4. Shopping

5. Going to the beach

6. Listening to the rain

7. Ice-cream on a hot day

8. Feeling wanted

9. Getting that warm, fuzzy feeling when you think about the one you love

10. Receiving text messages

11. Personal jokes

12. Compliments

13. Late night phone calls

14. Christmas

15. Hugs

16. Kisses

17. Knowing someone misses you

18. Knowing someone is thinking of you

19. Good dreams

20. Skipping school for a day

21. Lying on the grass starring into the sky

22. Going up to the snow

23. Jumping into a warm bed on a cold night

24. Seeing your guys/girls name on your mobile when it rings

25. Your first kiss

26. Talking for hours about absolutely nothing

27. Looking back on the laughs

28. Receiving presents

29. Giving presents

30. Birthdays

31. Air conditioning when it's hot

32. Being full of energy

33. Seeing your boyfriend/girlfriend

34. Watching someone do something stupid, and them thinking no one saw

35. Nice smelling perfume/cologne/deodorant

36. Good hair days

37. Turning on the radio to hear that your favorite song is being played

38. Running into an old friend

39. Strolling along the pier at night

40. Finding $5 on the ground

41. Being home alone

42. Reading a good magazine

43. Sun baking

44. Sleeping in

45. Watching the sun come up

46. Seeing a shooting star

47. Waking up to find the person you love in your arms

48. Weekends

49. Holidays

50. Jumping on a trampoline

51. Sitting in front of the fire on a cold evening

52. Smell of freshly baked chocolate chip cookies

53. Singing into your hairbrush in your room

54. Bubble baths

55. Turning up your stereo as loud as it will go

56. Being so happy it makes you cry

57. Summer

58. Finally completing something you started a long time ago

58. Achieving a long time goal

59. Warm nights

60. Falling in love...

- Christina

Live with no excuses and love with no regrets

- Montel

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

- Unknown

TAMU

"Banyak tamu yang bisa kita pilih ketika mereka datang; kita terima atau kita tolak. Namun, terhadap tamu yang satu ini, kita tidak bisa memilih, kecuali menerima kedatangannya. Dialah tamu kematian."

What the hell is happen with my BlackBerry Messenger?

Keseeeeel banget. Punya blackberry kayak ga guna akhir-akhir ini. udah sebulanan!
Bayangiiiin, sebulanan bb ga bisa dipakeeee. Maksudnya kayak bbm, twitter, facebook, dan lainnya. 
Cuman bisa telfon sama sms doang. Hello! mending juga pake hp biasa daaaaah, 100ribu terbuang sia-sia. Udah berkali-kali complain tapi masih teteeeep aja pending merajalela. 
Udah sempet kepikiran buat ganti provider, tapi rasanya masih berat hati untuk meninggalkan providerku yang satu ini :'> lebay! emaaaang huhhh. Nulis ini blog pas hati lagi kesel  beteeeee bangetttt. 
Gapapa deh kalo twitter, facebook dan lainnya gabisa... eh ya jangaaaaan, bbm gaboleh pending-pending pokonya!!! :(
Sedihnya lagi setiap tanya ke temen pendingnya ke aku aja atau ke yang lainnya juga, ternya cuman ke aku aja!! Bayangkan betapa hancurnya hati ini :'(
Apalagi kalo pas lagi penting-pentingnyaaaaa :""(((
Udah gitu banyak yang marah protes maki-maki kenapa ada apa what's wrong what happen with my BlackBerry Messenger :"(
Udah gatau deh harus ngapain lagi, udah enak banget sebenernya pake provider ini.
Kecuali masalah yang satu ini ya.. :(

Sampe harus labil nge-PING!!! berjuta-juta kali.

I don't care who's right or wrong, I just don't love you no more

REALITY

I have been trying lately to close my eyes

Those little lambs complaining they’re getting tired
Try as I may and I would fell off my bed
I know just what the cure is it’s gonna work
I need to get you by my side
There’s no other way

But every time I try to catch you I stumble and I fall
How do I begin to finish this never ending fairy tale
I need to get back to reality
Every time you do that thing the thing you always do
I ended up in misery while starring at your photograph
I’m loosing my grip to reality

I woke up turn on the TV for a thousand times
Reruns I’ve seen to many on the animal show
The tiger runs after the dear and he finally catches on

I see the end of the rainbow not far away
This time I’m gonna let it slide

don't expect too much

"Don't expect anything in return. Don't expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered and your love to be understood."

11:11

Do you see 11:11?

    How often have you noticed the numbers 11:11, 12:12, 10:10, 22:22, 12:34, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44 or 5:55 popping up all over the place? These number sequences are not necessarily only time prompts. They can also be number sequences, like 333, 1111 etc. To your mind, is this a coincidence, or are they too frequent to be random? Perhaps you are puzzled or amused by this phenomenon? Possibly even a little bit nervous? The question everyone is asking is "What does 11:11 mean?" and "Is there a reason for this?" And there certainly is.

Millions of folks all around the world are now seeing these amazing 11:11 prompts. They are folks of all colours, all religions, all beliefs. It's spreading, and becoming far more common; it's become a major phenomenon. Someone or something is causing all these folks to look at clocks, number plates, phone numbers or any source of numbers even when they make no effort themselves to look for these things. You can even change your clocks in the house, and you will still be prompted, at the "wrong" time. You can't stop it, because YOU aren't doing it. Sometimes you will even see these numbers flashing after a power outage, even though digital clocks are supposed to reset to 12:00, not 11:11 or 12:12!

These 11:11 Wake-Up Calls on your digital clocks, mobile phones, VCR’s and microwaves are the "trademark" prompts of a group of just 1,111 fun-loving Spirit Guardians, or Angels, and the 11:11 prompt is their way of using our innate ability for pattern recognition to let us know that they are here. Once they have your attention, they will use other digits, like 12:34, or 2:22 to remind you of their presence. Invisible to our eyes, they are very real.

Our earthly 1,111 Spirit Guardians, often called "Midwayers," have been assisting folks of all walks of life for many centuries. George Barnard, the original human member of the 11:11 Progress Group, has been privileged to call them his family, his coworkers, friends and teachers for almost 60 years.

from www.1111spiritguardians.com

LOST

HAVE YOU?

have you ever wanted to meet yourself?

I'm walking a straight line, but I need more direction

can you see me?

I'm over here!

what to do what to do

wzwzwz! hari ini hari Minggu.. dan pagi-pagi sekali nyonya besar alias mother membangunkanku yang sedang tertidur lelaaaaaap.. untuk bersepeda! pertama kali aku ajak CFDan udah keliatan semangat 45. Daaaaan sejak saat itu setiap Minggu aku dibangunkan untuk menemani beliau berolahraga :') oke deh mother. aku bersedia kok. aku ikhlas. aku kan ingin membuatmu bahagia selalu (?) HAHA.

sekarang jam 12.3o dan aku belum mandiiiii xixixi. nyonya besar udah ngeroweng daritadi buat nyuruh mandi.. tapi apa dayaaa.. tak akan ada yang bisa melawan keteguhan hatiku. *dancing*

okeeee ini semakin gajelas yaaa tapi yaudahlah saking ga ada kerjaan juga HAHAHA. byeeee

I do remember your name

We met at the carnival

You said till we meet again

I guess here we are now

Better That We Break

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

DO YOU REMEMBER?

remember  when you said 'wah 9 bulan lama banget ya'?

remember when the first time we met?

remember where is it?

remember when you said "ayo winda semangat! kamu pasti bisa kok"?

remember when you said that you want me to come to your house?

remember when you give me that bracelet?

remember when you woke me up every morning?

remember when you picked me up when i came?

remember when you said 'aku mau love you nya dari hati bukan dari bibir'?

remember when you sang elmo's song for me by phone?

remember when we talked all night long talking about everything?

remember when you promised me you will try your best not to hurt me not to disappoint me twice?

i can't remember all the things we've spent together for 1620000 secs.

too many thing we've passed together :)

:')

I don't wanna be the one that you come running to when someone runs away from you.

HELLO!

1...2...3...! Tadaaaaaaaa...! hahaha. im a new user btw. Iseng pake banget bikin blog iniii. Karena ga ada kerjaan dan membusuk di rumah di hari libur seperti ini. Gatau harus nulis tentang apa nih. Mood lagi up and down sebenernya. Tapi yaudahlah cukup sekian dulu. bye